Well Hello again Ladies and Gentlemen

So we begin the month of May. O boy. No more classes. . .kinda. . .more work. . . in a way. . .wait a second. . .how is this different than before? 'CAUSE I SAID SO! XP
*laughs* wow I need a life. Hopefully that will be happening this week because one helluva week it is. Let's see:
Sunday-work until late, mother's day so gotta see the mom
Monday-work till late...and later...ugh
Tuesday- groceries come in so gotta do that, possibly a visit to the girl :D XD yes!!!
Wednesday- work...again
Thursday- day off, maybe see the mother again for splitting wood
Friday-work once more
Saturday- Sister graduates from college so go show respect
and finally the week after that is more classes.
o boy....so....
Well I got nothing to say....sleep?
.......nah

*Deep breath and ahhhhhh*

Summer is almost here, although I will personally have classes to be taking and I actually like fall better, there is still that giant weight feeling slowly coming off. I've almost made it through a whole year of being a college student and it feels invigorating. For those that have followed along and new I could do it and saying "I told you so" right now.... Buzz off XP
Don't get me wrong there was not much to stop me but it doesn't mean I wasn't scared to be doing this. Now that I have done one year it seems like the year to come will be just as easy. . .maybe.
O boy. . .
But I'll remain strong and prepared. Come on mother nature, show me a good time so I can make it through. . .
Least I think I should ask mother nature. *shrug* Oh well, no harm in asking, right?
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Right? :(

Words

Words hurt. . . words have power, words have changed the world and yet a picture is stronger. . .WOW. . . That is definitely saying something. They also get stuck into my head right easy. They also don't like to flow, they are supposed to though when you want to make a story, but I'll get just these pieces of them and then. . . It goes no where.
It is so frustrating.
I haven't really written anything new because of that actually. I keep trying but I don't know where to start really. what would be nice would be if someone asked me "Oh hey I heard you write, can you write a story for me where this and this happens?" I don't know why.
*sigh*
Maybe I'll get lucky. . . If not then I really need to find something better to do in my life. . .
Damn.

=)

"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.

Dance

Ahhhh, high school dances. The love, the lust, the pounding bass, the heartbreak and the after math. My girl is in her last year of high school so she invited me to be her date to one of the biggest dances of the year. I won't say it wasn't fun because it was. But along with high school, even if you're not still in high school, you still hear about the drama. He kissed her, she danced with him and god forbid you see a fight break out.
But it was nice to get out, to dance, and just have fun and not worry about all the problems whether high school or something else. I know what you're all really thinking, "you! you went to a dance after what happened the last time!?!"
I know but my girl loves to dance and since they're really no clubs where I live, not much other choice. She wanted to not go to any after the last one but I wanted to show her it was okay. Though with going to the dance came with it, people who remembered what happened to lots of teasing there. All I could think was: "Yes, thank you for reminding of maybe the most painful thing I've dealt with in my life, thank you." I know they were only playing but they forget it hurts.
But by the end of the night, everything was good, and sweet, and just. . .utterly perfect in a whole.
*sigh*
Can't wait for the next one :D

*Boom*

Well there it goes folks. . .blowing up in my face like I knew it would. I can't blame it on anyone. . . Well I could but that gets me nowhere. All I am going to say about it is I'm going to try and take my life back. I liked they way everything was going and I'd like it to go back.
*Sits in seat quietly.*. . . Can I do it tomorrow???
*sighs and gets up to fix it all* here we go.

WOW!

Well readers. . .
It seems for once that my life is going rather well. I know right! *looks over shoulder* sorry. . . nervous habit. When everything is going my way it has a habit of coming back and kicking my. . .uh. . ."face".
My classes are turning out well and I actually get to see everyone. That should be all for now but stay tuned in case this blows up in my face. . .