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My head hurts tonight. I have a certain amount of everything that I need for a good day. I need to have a certain amount of sugar (from soda and junk food or chocolate), I need to relax, and I need that special someone, wether it be hanging out, texting or talking on the phone.
Doesn't matter if the soda's warm, the chocolate makes me feel funny or if my conversation isn't happy, if all of those things happen it'd still be a good day.
But. . .
I don't get as much time with my girlfriend as I would like. . . so because of that. . .
I'm upping my sugar intake and doing very little.
I don't know what to do with her gone.
I miss her. . .
There I said it. . .
But it doesn't change anything.
She's not in my arms until July 17th the day of a trip. She can't come home and miss this program because it's such a good one. . .
I hold out for her. . .
Because she's worth it. . .
Because it means the world to her that I do,
because she's my world.