WOO!

So, my first summer class is over and I think it went pretty well. I have another coming up soon but it's early in the morning so I should have the rest of the day off. I think this will be nice.
Let me see, what else is going on? My girl's birthday is coming up, and her present is going to be going to fun-town which should be fun :D
Just the two of us from 10 till like 9 and if we're lucky I'm hoping to spend the night and bring her with me to my father's for the 4th party that also is for my step-mom.
Just a few more days
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I'll let you all know how it goes.
;) happy July days my friends.

Yes ladies and gentleman we're back together. . . Wow. I thought it would have been longer but I guess she wanted a break, "some time to herself" and not. . .apart I guess? But I saw her today and was sitting across the table and telling her what I told you all and what I'd told her too (and that like our first fight, if she told me how she felt I could try and change and not bottle it up). One minute we're talking and next minute she has my face in her hands and kissing me. . .my god I forgot that girl can kiss
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N-E-ways :) yeah.
I'm happy but. . . I don't know. I feel like a lot was said. I don't want to have to keep worrying about being clingy, or if I'm sounding like I don't trust her. . .It never came to mind. I was bored and so first quesiton in my mind is "whatcha doin'?"
But right now I'm just happy. . . Blissful happy.

Broken

Yesterday was really long. But the biggest part was my girl and I. . . Are not together anymore. *sigh* She said she wanted a break, that we were drifting apart. I had become clingy and didn't trust her by asking her what she was doing (course I told her "how can I be clingy when I don't see you?" and "I ask because I'm curious not because I don't trust you"). I'd say we talked about all she had...no scratch that- she told me all she had to say and I told her what I saw in it (like being clingy).
By the end of it I couldn't really stop her. She wanted to. . . I knew I thought she might find someone better in college. . .with all she told me I was, maybe she will :/
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She says she still loves me. I know I still love her. But for right now. . . We're not the same people who started this relationship, so I agreed.
We should be finding out who we are, before trying to find that someone. . .
I don't know. . .
For me?
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I think I'll wait. I'll see if she changes her mind. IF she wants me I'll be here. If she doesn't?
*shrug* I think I'll be happy she might find someone. . .maybe not right away but. . . I will.

:/

Me and my girl are seeing something. That we seem like we're being pulled apart. But I see what's going on. For the summer I thought it would be a non stop fest of seeing each other. But instead it's going to be filled with her doing one thing after another, working TWO jobs and I don't know what else.
But we've got to keep trying. I won't let her slip away from me. She still wants me here so I'll atill be here.

(Poem) Lake Shore Drive

Up on Lake Shore Drive,

we sang and let our bodies dance.

For the longest of times we have been happy;

storms would come, shaking

shaking our faith in what

what what we should believe.

Yet the clouds always pass and part,

sun shining on us all.

Birds sing and repairs are made.

Up on Lake Shore Drive,

We are happy.

We sing and dance,

until the world

has sung with us.

Wait.....What??

So apparently it has been a little under a month since I've posted anything for you guys. . . I am SO sorry DX. I don't know what to say about the month that has passed but I know a bunch about what this month has to hold:
My girl's graduation and party afterwards. . .hours bbq, but hey should be fun.
My sister's birthday and my father's as well if I believe right.
Father's day as well. . . O boy.
I still have classes going on and I don't know what to say about that except summer classes SUCK in having but I chose it so I would come back a sophomore in college. . . woo.
Course on top of all of this my stomach had felt pretty good until today, don't know what happened and I don't much care. . .just want it better. . .*pokes stomach* you hear me???
well hopefully I'll post again before the end of the month.