Broken

Yesterday was really long. But the biggest part was my girl and I. . . Are not together anymore. *sigh* She said she wanted a break, that we were drifting apart. I had become clingy and didn't trust her by asking her what she was doing (course I told her "how can I be clingy when I don't see you?" and "I ask because I'm curious not because I don't trust you"). I'd say we talked about all she had...no scratch that- she told me all she had to say and I told her what I saw in it (like being clingy).
By the end of it I couldn't really stop her. She wanted to. . . I knew I thought she might find someone better in college. . .with all she told me I was, maybe she will :/
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She says she still loves me. I know I still love her. But for right now. . . We're not the same people who started this relationship, so I agreed.
We should be finding out who we are, before trying to find that someone. . .
I don't know. . .
For me?
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I think I'll wait. I'll see if she changes her mind. IF she wants me I'll be here. If she doesn't?
*shrug* I think I'll be happy she might find someone. . .maybe not right away but. . . I will.